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new start [09 Jul 2005|12:13am]
[ mood | faghole. ]

Heya, bitchface!

ADD no_idratherdie

♦Everybody who's anybody would do so ;]
♦I've had this LJ for two years
♦I'll write more & the entries won't be as crazy. Promise.
♦I'll read & comment more often. Promise.
♦If something happens, holla.

k bai♥

A long update. Watch out, nigga, it'll catch ya offguard. [03 Jul 2005|06:03pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

The radiance of the stars in the sky seems meaningless.
Without your pictures in my mind to
reflect their images it's meaningless.
Until you open up your eyes and turn awayCollapse )
23 left with when you turned & walked away

gettin` busy right here on the dance floor ;p [29 May 2005|10:32am]
[ mood | bored ]

Bitchface har har
My GOOOOOOODNESSS These past weeks have been absolutely crazy.
The end is comming fast, 3 more weeks of school.
Yesterday I had my performance at the Asia Pacific Heritage Banquet
I did my Kata for Kaju kenbo just well and danced
Like a motherfucker with Charlene & Janish =]
All in all things went completely well, but there's always
A catch to life; you lose some shit too.
Wine & Dine time, loverleyCollapse )
49 left with when you turned & walked away

there's more to it than just that. [03 May 2005|11:26pm]
[ mood | content ]

Lil` Road trip to Hirosaki on Saturday for the
Cherryblossom {Sakura} Festival. Twas pretty cool.
I had fun... along with the weekend & stuff overall.

there's more to it than the beauty nowCollapse )
23 left with when you turned & walked away

[25 Apr 2005|08:32pm]
[ mood | restless ]


So I forgot my loveleh camera to Tokyo, but I
really wanna share some things with you;
I'll never be the same,
I'll tell you for sureCollapse )
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GUESS WHAT FUCKFACE [22 Apr 2005|12:20am]
[ mood | FUCK. ]


-Tokyo all weekend. Partayyy.
-Carrie I got your birthday card.
-I'll make this huge post when I get back.
26 left with when you turned & walked away

NEW SHIT, MAN. Check it outz [09 Apr 2005|12:08am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Baby, I'm no Fred Flinstone

but i could make your bedrock!Collapse )
49 left with when you turned & walked away

lj sucks. time for an update & RANT [02 Apr 2005|10:29pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Josh broke up with me a while ago & blahblahblah.
& theres this kid named Kevin. Boy someone's crushing hella..
I've lost my mind in this so called town of Misawa.
School is, uh... same old. Boring and cliche`
Well I miss everyone back in the States like crazy.
I'm just having random outbursts.Collapse )
26 left with when you turned & walked away

Running last night was the stupidest stunt I've ever pulled [05 Mar 2005|08:59pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I guess you could say that
I'm the only Vegas kid in history
to ever get busted & turned in
for family misconduct & the
In Japan. fuckfuckfuckkfkckckfu

grounded x2.

27 left with when you turned & walked away

[25 Feb 2005|09:48pm]
[ mood | pissed and sick as fuck ]

Josh pisses me off to the core,
& not to mention I caught his cold.
I do a lot for that boy, that selfish fucker.
I was so sick I watched all 3 LOTR movies,
Waiting for his fucking phonecall.
This will all end soon.
My grades are going up [on the brighter side]
and not to mention I got my manroe,
and the top and bottom of my bellybutton.
+1Collapse )
29 left with when you turned & walked away

my new body modification. [13 Feb 2005|12:48am]

look familiar? [refer to "Pass the Flask" CD cover]
Bam, bitch.

OMFG.I swear if it's the last thing I do... [13 Feb 2005|12:21am]
[ mood | numb ]

I just got home a few hours ago from Tokyo.
It was well worth the 3 days of school missed,
But not for the 5 days without Josh.
It's fucking 1 am on a Sunday and I am restless.
Tomorrow's Valentines Day. & even though
I have a boyfriend this year, I just hate this
overall day. On top of the shit this year;

My father's getting married tomorrow

How often do you get to see My Chemical Romance
In the middle of Tokyo, and rocking it out with the

coolest Filipino gangster that's hit your computer screen?
make that two plz. k thnxCollapse )
14 left with when you turned & walked away

[04 Feb 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | dead + emo ]

Misawa = boringggg as fuck. "same old" is beginning to run itself out.
I got 5 A's and 2 B's. I improved my grades and proved my dad wrong.
This means I get to go to Tokyo, see Monica, as well as My Chemical Romance.
Oh fuck - the first show in 6 months. asdfasdfasdfsdf
I've been busy like woah; I haven't been able to
stay on the computer for more than an hour until today.
I chewed some slore who was trying to break
Josh and I up this week. She ended up crying, and I haven't
dealt with drama ever since. Blah blah. Moving on...
Today was my martial arts tournament I prepared for for
almost a month = went completely shitty. I lost my focus
and I lost terribly. I'm still mad at myself this very moment.
I really want to enter this poetry contest my English
teacher has been talking about (just for the recognition)
but I haven't really written any material in a while....
I've become quite interested in The Phantom of the Opera now. =]
About Josh and I: we can't go a week without arguing or
fighting over something. It's getting really tiring.
The Winter Ball is comming up and I've decided I don't want
to go... at all. And besides, the weather's been so shitty,
it's made me change my mind about getting all dressed up pretty &formal.
On the last day of the month, I'm going to join this one class
and get my groove on. I could dance freestyle choreography like
no one's watching. Who knew them nigga's and their hippity hop
ain't that bad after all. Anddd.. I'm prepared for more stress x34567
Ugh, please; someone wake me up from this horrible dream....
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history tends to repeat itself. [28 Jan 2005|02:20am]
[ mood | lazy ]

16 left with when you turned & walked away

lets begin. [21 Jan 2005|02:14am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

I re-got glasses.

And all this exciting jazz, dude.
Ahhh. And you thought I was dead.
Shame on you.
Life has basically lead me through
a chaotic three week period.
a thousand unwanted fucksCollapse )
11 left with when you turned & walked away

[ mood | cold and wanting to pee. ]

*edit* Look at all the pretty pictures and you
will do just fine.

burn a hole right through my eyesCollapse )
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in other words.... [27 Dec 2004|12:09am]
[ mood | tears are falling. ]

After shit seeming just fine and having things run smoothly, stuff happens and manages to screw everything up.

i wouldn't click if you weren't up for reading and caringCollapse )
6 left with when you turned & walked away

Holidays and stuff. I mish joo. -_- [23 Dec 2004|04:58pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I was drowning, baby,

And you were never ever there

toss and turn.Collapse )
27 left with when you turned & walked away

sup whore? [29 Nov 2004|09:40pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Nigga plz.

kick the can.Collapse )
31 left with when you turned & walked away

UPDATEz0rz!!!!1!11!+oneoneone [15 Nov 2004|11:20pm]
[ mood | rushed ]

This is tiring me out.
School is good so far. =]
I haven't been online as often anymore.
...Does this mean I finally have a life?
to me it looks so pretty burning.Collapse )
23 left with when you turned & walked away

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